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I Finally Found Someone by Barbra Streisand

album: The Mirror Has Two Faces [original soundtrack] (1996)

I finally found someone, who knocks me off my feet

I finally found the one, who makes me feel complete

We started over coffee, we started out as friends

It’s funny how from simple things, the best things begin

This time it’s different (dah dah dah dah)

It’s all because of you (dah dah dah dah)

It’s better than it’s ever been

Cause we can talk it through

My favorite line was "Can I call you sometime?"

It’s all you had to say to take my breath away

This is it, oh I finally found someone

Someone to share my life

I finally found the one To be with every night

Cause whatever I do It’s just got to be you

My life has just begun I finally found someone (ooh, someone)

I finally found someone (ooh)

Did I keep you waiting (I didn’t mind)

I apologize (baby, that’s fine)

I would wait forever just to know you were mine

And I love your hair (sure it looks right?)

I love what you wear (isn’t it too tight?)

You’re exceptional I can’t wait for the rest of my life

This is it, oh I finally found someone

Someone to share my life

I finally found the one

To be with every night

Cause whatever I do It’s just got to be you

My life has just begun

I finally found someone (ooh, someone)

I finally found someone (ooh)

Cause whatever I do It’s just got to be you

My life has just begun

I finally found someone

I’ve been so many places

in my life and time

I’ve sung a lot of songs

and I’ve made some bad climbs

I’ve acted out my life in stages

with ten thousand people watching

Oh, but we’re alone now

and I’m singing this song for you

I know your image of me

is what I hope to be,

I’ve treated you unkindly

Oh, but Darling can’t you see that,

there’s no one more important to me

Baby, baby, can’t you see through me,

’cause we’re alone now

And I’m singing this song to you,

you taught me precious secrets

Of a true love withholding nothing,

you came out in front

When I was hiding,

yeah, yeah, but now it’s so much better

If my words don’t quite come together,

please listen to the melody

‘Cause my love is in there

somewhere hiding

I love you in a place

where there is no space or time,

I love you for my life

You are a friend of mine,

and when my life is over

Remember, remember,

remember when we were together

And we are alone now,

and I was singing this song to you

We were alone, and I was singing,

yeah singing We were alone,

and I was singing this song for you

Singing my song, I’m singing my song for you

*gila…. ni lagu dalem banget sih =)

waktu berlari

dan aku mengejarnya

ketika ku menemukannya

ia berkelit tak mau ditangkap

waktu melesat lagi

dengan kecepatan tak terduga

secepat kedipan mata

meninggalkan kesan yang tak nyata

jika ia menghilang

tak ada yg dapat dilakukan

semuanya bergantung padanya

belas kasihan dan keinginannya.

tapi terkadang

jika aku lengah dan tidak sadar

waktu berjalan lambat

seakan menggoda untuk ditangkap

tantangan pun hilang

dan aku tidak lagi mengejarnya

menikmati kelambatan

dan indahnya keheningan

ku ingin dia berlari lagi

dengan segala kekuatannya

menjadi tantangan

untukku menangkapnya

akhirnya sang waktu dalam genggamanku

ia tampak kehabisan tenaga

lelah berlari

menghindari manusia

Sang waktu pun berkata

aku heran dengan manusia

jika mereka membutuhkan

mereka akan mengejar dengan sekuat tenaga

tapi kadang mereka juga tidak peduli

mengerjakan hal yang sia-sia

melupakan sang waktu

yang bisa berjalan tanpa disadari

wahai manusia

hari-hari ini adalah jahat

janganlah menyiakan waktu

karena waktu tidak akan pernah berulang

dan yang tersisa bagimu hanyalah penyesalan

* dedicated to time

sometimes time is running so fast

with too many things to do

but also walking so slowly

when i have nothing to do

Terus melangkah melupakanmu

Lelah hati perhatikan sikapmu

Jalan pikiranmu buat ku meragu

Tak mungkin ini tetap bertahan

Perlahan mimpi terasa mengganggu

Ku coba untuk terus menjauh

Perlahan hatiku terbelenggu

Ku coba untuk lanjutkan hidup

Engkau bukanlah segalaku

Bukan tempat tuk hentikan langkahku

Usai sudah semua berlalu

Biar hujan menghapus jejakmu

Lepaskan segalanya

Lepaskan segalanya…

Engkau bukanlah segalaku

Bukan tempat tuk hentikan langkahku

Usai sudah semua berlalu

Biar hujan menghapus jejakmu

Engkau bukanlah segalaku

Bukan tempat tuk hentikan langkahku

Usai sudah semua berlalu

Biar hujan menghapus jejakmu

Pernahkah kau merasa sendirian ditengah keramaian?

kau merasa berada di tengah2 kebisingan yang tiada henti

semua berputar

berdengung

membuatmu ingin berteriak

hentikan

hentikan

tekanan semakin naik

sehingga kepala mu mau meledak

wajahmu tersenyum

tapi hatimu menangis

perhatikanlah

lihatlah ke arahku

jangan tinggalkan aku sendirian

demikian suara hatimu

tapi tiada yang peduli

semua berjalan

berlari tiada henti

untuk jalan hidupnya sendiri 

manusia egois

mementingkan diri sendiri

tak peduli orang lain

hati berdarah

tubuh terluka

semua tak ada artinya

karena selamanya

kau berjuang untuk dirimu sendiri

"Dia" terperangkap dalam gelembung kaca

melihat dunia dari dalam

terpesona dan terpukau

tanpa bisa meraih ke luar

mendamba dan berharap…

kebebasan yang tak kan pernah datang

saat sedang menanti dia mendadak teringat

saat kebebasan berada dalam genggaman

kilasan kilasan memori

menyerbu dalam ingatan

masa indah maupun menakutkan

kala ia tertawa

kala ia menangis bahagia

kala dia disakiti

kala dia menderita

kala tiada orang yang peduli

kala hatinya terluka

kebimbangan mulai terlintas

apa kebebasan seindah itu??

dalam gelembung kacanya

ia hanya mengamati dalam diam

tanpa ada yang bisa melukai

apa yang harus dipilihnya…

kebebasan yang menggoda

atau aman dalam gelembungnya…

*the inspiration come from Black cat

kuro-neko sama.. daisuki!!!

Listen, a heartless shout
Listen, a heartless cry
Listen, a heartless world

Listen. a heartless shout
Listen. a heartless cry
Listen. a heartless world

I don’t even know your fragrance
I don’t even know your gestures
All of my memories are erased

I don’t even know the meaning of living
I don’t even know the will to survive
Come to think of it, whom was I loved by?

Within the passing seasons
Everything is swallowed by the flow of spinning time
And I find my way to you

The days when we fought each other and even the nights when we crumbled in sorrow
I start changing them into food for living the present

Listen, a heartless shout
Listen, a heartless cry
Listen, a heartless world

I don’t even know your whereabouts
I don’t even know your smile
I’m set adrift in the cyclone of anxiety

My heart’s wound can’t be healed
I can’t wipe away my heart’s tears, either
I seem to grow mad in loneliness

In the season when we love each other
Like how we were back then, I completely forget about everything
And I’ll certainly go meet you

The days when we hated each other and the nights when we anguished in despair
I change them into food for creating myself
I wait for you at our promised place now and gaze into the distance
But you don’t show up. Someone, answer me!

I don’t even know your fragrance
I don’t even know your gestures
All of my memories are erased

I don’t even know the meaning of living
I don’t even know the will to survive
Come to think of it, whom was I loved by?

In the season when we love each other
Like how we were back then, I completely forget about everything
And I’ll certainly go meet you

“Can the future really be me laughing now?” I say to myself, who lives the present
It’s our promised time; I search for you now at this place, but you’re nowhere to be found
Why, huh? Someone, answer me!

Listen, a heartless shout
Listen, a heartless cry
Listen, a heartless world

Listen. a heartless shout
Listen. a heartless cry
Listen. a heartless world

45% partner focus, 19% aggressiveness, 55% adventurousness

Based on the results of this test, it is highly likely that:

You prefer your romance and love to wild and daring rather than typical or boring, you would rather be pursued than do the pursuing and, when it comes to physical love, you concentrate more on enjoying the experience rather than worrying about your performance.

This places you in the Lover Style of: The Exotic Lover.

The Exotic Lover is a wonderful Lover Style, and conjures images of the exotic, romantic hero out of a romance novel, or perhaps a slightly dangerous and deadly sexy femme fatale from a noir mystery. The Exotic Lover loves pleasure and is a treasure to date, though it can be difficult to do so because they sometimes tend to be mysterious and reluctant to commit.

In terms of physical love, the Exotic Lover can be quite surprising, as they are often more exciting and adventurous than predicted. Given a little freedom, and the right lover, the Exotic Lover can be a delight in bed.

Best Compatibility can probably be found with: The Liberated Lover (most of all) or the Devoted Lover, or the Romantic Lover.

you chose BZ - your Enneagram type is FIVE (aka "The Thinker").

"I need to understand the world"

Observers have a need for knowledge and are introverted, curious, analytical, and insightful.

How to Get Along with Me

• Be independent, not clingy.
• Speak in a straightforward and brief manner.
• I need time alone to process my feelings and thoughts.
• Remember that If I seem aloof, distant, or arrogant, it may be that I am feeling uncomfortable.
• Make me feel welcome, but not too intensely, or I might doubt your sincerity.
• If I become irritated when I have to repeat things, it may be because it was such an effort to get my thoughts out in the first place.
• don’t come on like a bulldozer.
• Help me to avoid my pet peeves: big parties, other people’s loud music, overdone emotions, and intrusions on my privacy.

What I Like About Being a FIVE

• standing back and viewing life objectively
• coming to a thorough understanding; perceiving causes and effects
• my sense of integrity: doing what I think is right and not being influenced by social pressure
• not being caught up in material possessions and status
• being calm in a crisis

What’s Hard About Being a FIVE

• being slow to put my knowledge and insights out in the world
• feeling bad when I act defensive or like a know-it-all
• being pressured to be with people when I don’t want to be
• watching others with better social skills, but less intelligence or technical skill, do better professionally

FIVEs as Children Often

• spend a lot of time alone reading, making collections, and so on
• have a few special friends rather than many
• are very bright and curious and do well in school
• have independent minds and often question their parents and teachers
• watch events from a detached point of view, gathering information
• assume a poker face in order not to look afraid
• are sensitive; avoid interpersonal conflict
• feel intruded upon and controlled and/or ignored and neglected

FIVEs as Parents

• are often kind, perceptive, and devoted
• are sometimes authoritarian and demanding
• may expect more intellectual achievement than is developmentally appropriate
• may be intolerant of their children expressing strong emotions

its already late, 1.21 am singapore time (12.21 am jkt time)

and i still don’t want to sleep

so here i am, writing a simple blog with my friend’s computer,

meanwhile listening aqua timez single.

in my left there’s a magnifecent view of singapore city at night.

with it’s city light’s and cars running around…

it’s very beautiful…

the truth is i don’t want to sleep.

im affraid to face tomorrow

"is it better not knowing

or find out the truth while it will hurt"